it's touch and go for Papa and Mama today.
after a bout of lucidity and extreme talkativeness yesterday afternoon, Papa's blood sugar fell dangerously low last night, his lowest ever, and he is now back to semi-sedation.
Mama hasn't come out of her drugged sleep yet for two days now. She's still in the ICU and they're also still doing dialysis on her even while she sleeps.
today would have been their 42nd wedding anniversary, if they hadn't ended their marriage in 1988.
i had difficulty sleeping again last night. until i let the hot tears flow.
it is always easier to sleep after a good, long cry.