i've been having disturbing dreams lately, ones i can barely recall when i wake up, but which leave me feeling tired and troubled.
since in my teens when i used to keep a dream journal, i can usually remember my dreams, in enough detail for me to make sense of them in terms of self-interpretation.
but lately, the dreams ive been having were dark, confused and troubled dreams.
i can't escape from them either, as i have them even while napping during midday... : (
today, at least, i can remember dreaming of being in a big house (hotel?) with many rooms connected to each other in dark, labyrinthine passages. somebody was chasing me and i was desperate to escape.
towards the end of my dream, i met a group of my students who were preparing for a gig in some room. i asked them which was the way out, and they looked at me and smiled, as if ive asked a very stupid question.
one student told me, "miss, you created this whole thing yourself, so you can uncreate it too."
and then i woke up.