i woke up dreading to go back to work today but once i started work i became more upbeat and cheerful.
and when somebody asked me how i was today, for the first time in my life, i surprised my self by saying, "im fine. happy. it's a beautiful breezy monday today."
ive never described my self as happy before.
joyful, at peace, sometimes delirious, yes. but never that word -- "happy".
hmmm. : )