i have been in going-inside-myself mode lately. net friends can see that from my yahoo and msn profiles which are not so open anymore.
i have this imaginary conversation with an imaginary friend going on inside my head:
friend: what happened to your profiles? i don't see your personal website and your blogsite addresses anymore! and what's that white butterfly picture doing there?
me: im hiding.
friend: hiding??? from whom? why???
me: from perverts in the net, maybe. from screwed-up people who just lie and cheat and sweet talk their way into your heart and life, i guess.
me: i'm not giving them any "ammunition" anymore to use against me to screw me! i should have learned that the first time, huh.
friend: i hate saying "i told you so".
me: i know. me too.
friend: yeah. ... i think i know now what that white butterfly means...
me: yeah. thanks.